Friday, December 25, 2009

Christmas Joy


This Christmas has been filled with lots of JOY. Christmastime has become a very emotional time for me, as it's associated with lots of memories from the past couple of years. Lucas made his unexpected worldly debut in 2007 and spent time in the NICU. I was discharged without him on Christmas Day that year. That was REALLY TOUGH, to say the least. During that week between Christmas and New Year's, we learned of his probable hearing loss (failed newborn hearing screen) and heart defect. That Christmas was JOYFUL and sorrowful at the same time.

Last Christmas was great, but stressful, with CI surgery scheduled for the day after Christmas! We were at CHOP by 6 AM on 12.26! We certainly enjoyed Christmas, but with an elevated level of anxiety. We didn't take Lucas to Christmas Eve service last year, one of the reasons being that he couldn't hear it anyway. But what JOY we had, knowing that he might soon hear. We never knew that he would hear so well though.

This year we've been able to sit back, relax and enjoy Christmas. Lucas is a great age, and he can HEAR this year. I couldn't help but be teary through Christmas Eve service, as he pointed to his ear as he heard the hand bells, the organ, and the hymns being sung. I might add that he was excited by the camel costume during the children's sermon too. I felt such JOY as I watched him light up with excitement as he took in the sights and the SOUNDS.

Every time I hear him say HO, HO, HO, or listen to him name the ornaments on the Christmas tree, I am reminded that he is my CHRISTMAS MIRACLE in so many ways.

JOY to the world!

5 comments:

tammy said...

Merry Christmas Jen, Nate and Lucas! So glad to hear your Christmas was filled with JOY and we hope your New Year is a wonderful one!

Bill and Shelly said...

Yes, Christmas through the eyes and ears of a child is something special.
It is great that this year was so uneventful for you.

Happy New Year!!

leah said...

Merry Christmas! It looks like you guys had a wonderful and magical day.

Amy said...

Merry Christmas to your family Jen! It was Ava's first "hearing" Christmas as well. As my mom said, not only can Ava feel the love, she can hear it too. It certainly is JOYFUL isn't it? Sooo happy for you.

Kay H said...

omg... i just love th hard work you do for his site!!! I have tears in my eyes!!! I am so happy that You and Nathan have such a wonderful baby boy!!! And I am glad to share these things with you!!!love kay